Connections: Religion & Spirituality

Credit: Fa Ming Shakya

Connections

by Ming Zhen Shakya, OHY

All religions at their base level – the level at which they intersect the plane of ordinary citizens – are merely civilizing media. They post their Commandments, Precepts, Yamas and Niyamas; and through the nearly foolproof means of threatened punishment and promised reward, impose law and order on a community. Nobody has ever improved on the system.

While we notice many differences between the participants and practices of various religions – especially at the fanatical extremes of the base level – we also see that each religion has a mystical ladder by which individual members may ascend to spiritual heights. And, astonishingly, the people who climb and the methods they use to ascend are strangely identical. On mystical ladders, all saints are saints and all holy books holy.

 

Why, we may wonder, are the people at the bases so dissimilar while those who attain spiritual goals, those exalted mystical states, are so similar – indeed, identical to the point of being interchangeable? The answer is simply that geography and culture have everything to do with religion but nothing to do with spirituality. A human being’s ability to experience divine grace is genetically encoded.

And the methodologies for attaining such spiritual exaltation are predicated upon the same universal physiologic facts.

An old Hasidic tale illustrates the point:

It happened that a great Rabbi was scheduled to visit a small town. As was the custom, the religious elders would meet with him and present him with their spiritual problems and he would answer all their questions. The Rabbi’s visit was regarded as a great honor and so, feeling the pressure of so significant an event, each elder struggled with the daunting task of formulating a proper question, one that would not only help him to overcome an obstacle but would also reflect his piety and maturity and intelligence and scope. What question should he ask? What question? And how to phrase it?

On the appointed evening, into this agony of competitive self-doubt came the great Rabbi. He was used to situations like this.

He entered the temple’s library and allowed himself to be seated in the place of honor at the head of a large table. The elders sat around the table, but after the scraping of chairs and the adjusting of robes, there was silence. They stared at him not knowing what to say.

Suddenly, the great Rabbi began to hum an old Hasidic song. The elders looked at each other quizzically, and then courteously they began to hum, too. And then the great Rabbi began to sing the words of the song; and they, too, began to sing. Soon the great Rabbi stood up, and as he sang he began to stamp his feet and clap his hands to the rhythm. And so did they. And then he sang and raised his arms and snapped his fingers and danced in little circles around the table; and they merrily followed him dancing and singing and snapping their fingers as they circled round and round.

And after they had all sung and danced so joyfully together, they returned to their chairs.

The Rabbi cleared his throat. “I trust that all your questions have been answered,” he said.

If we ignored differences in architecture and dress, would we have seen anything different in a Sufi meeting of Dervishes, whirling to the music in a transcendental moment? No, and not with the Spinners of the Grateful Dead, either. And if we looked at the participants of an Amerindian Pow Wow, wouldn’t we find the same rhythmic beating of the feet and turning round and round to the drum’s demand? Yes.

The engaging power of a humming sound we have many times heard when “Mu” or “Om” is chanted in our ashrams and Zendos.

As to the song, there, too, we find the same exhilarating cadence of breath and phrased tempo when, for example, the great Dharani to Guan Yin is recited in unison by temple congregations. A group of monks singing a Gregorian chant may sing with seemingly less verve, but always with the same depth of emotion.

And the clapping of hands and stamping of feet, and arms and voices raised in song… this could just as easily have been a Revivalist Meeting or a choir of Gospel singers.

People are people and when they seek to unite their spirit to God’s, there is a limited number of ways they can proceed. The question is, why do these ways work at all?

The late and much missed Itzhak Bentov, a mechanical engineer by profession and an observer of spiritual expression by avocation, gave the problem some thought. He studied and measured the effects of self-generated harmonic motions upon the meditating body. Using as his subject a person who is sitting in an apparently motionless posture while practicing deep, controlled breathing, Bentov identified five separate wave motions which, through rhythm entrainment, beneficially amplified their effects, conducing to the meditative state.

The principal resonating oscillator – the pulsating heart/aorta system, entrained four other systems and produced a fluctuating magnetic field around the brain.

According to Bentov, the beating heart and the standing wave produced in the long “stretched” aorta create an oscillation of about 7 Hz in the skeleton, including, of course, the skull. This movement causes the brain to accelerate up and down, actions which generate acoustical plane waves that reverberate at KHz frequencies. These waves drive standing waves within the brain’s ventricles which in turn, noted Bentov, “stimulate the sensory cortex mechanically, resulting eventually in a stimulus traveling in a closed loop around each hemisphere. Such a traveling stimulus may be viewed as a ‘current’, and, as a result of these circular currents each hemisphere produces a pulsating magnetic field. These fields are of opposing polarities.”

He illustrates the pathway of these stimuli as follows:

Cross section of the left hemisphere of the brain. (Illustration taken from Bentov’s Micromotion of the Body as a Factor of the Development of the Nervous System Published in Kundalini, Evolution and Enlightenment, edited by John White, Anchor Books.

After citing his experimental results, Bentov concludes, “Thus by meditating in a quiet sitting position, we slowly activate five tuned oscillators. One by one these oscillators are locked into rhythm. This results eventually in the development of a pulsating magnetic field around the head. When this occurs one may simultaneously observe other characteristic and automatic changes in the functioning of the nervous and circulatory systems. It is the purpose of meditation to bring about these changes…”

We get an image of these circulating waves engulfing the brain and immediately we recall the term “vritti” to which Eastern meditation literature so often refers. Vritti is a whirlpool, a little brainstorm that produces an idea and has a purifying, clarifying effect. And indeed, anyone who has experienced Satori speaks of the sensation of his brain revolving backward in his head, turning half-way round, as the ego is engulfed, totally submerged beneath the weight of a divine hand, or shriveled to nothingness by the scintillations of a divine glance. Chakra activation is likewise experienced as whirling energy.

There, too, is that peculiar sensation of the soft light at the back of the head gently pulsating, and the tremendous glare of the frontal white light that stops the breath and obliterates everything except itself.

But the great Rabbi danced as our beloved Rumi danced and now we wonder to what degree forceful rhythmic movement affects the spinal cord. Can this vital pathway be entrained to produce spectacular transcendence – the euphoria that leads to rapture and ecstasy, to Samadhi or Divine Union? Hmmm. How do the body’s various rhythmic activities resonate with this celestial harmony?

We know that there is a runner’s high. After ten minutes or so – even on a treadmill – a person may enter a zone in which time is cancelled and mundane thoughts vanish and there is only the feet’s rhythmic beating on the hard surface, a percussion wave that travels up the legs and spine to the brain. Many runners run only for this reason: to recapture again and again those moments of entry into eternal, “outside of time,” precincts.

And the sexual charge of Samadhi, the exquisite delirium in which the pleasure centers of the brain are clearly and unambiguously accessed, this, according to ancient Chinese lore, is connected to the activation of the Kidney Meridian, the beginning point of which lies immediately behind the ball of the foot. In the marvelous Chinese film, Hang The Red Lantern, when one of the wives is chosen to join the master in his bedroom, a servant comes into her room and gently beats the soles of her feet, stimulating that sexually critical point. This, too, is the rhythmic sole-beating of the dance.

The repeated striking of the buttocks such as a yogi may practice when he takes the Mahabheda posture, or the little man tou cushion’s anal pressure which exaggerates the blood’s pulsations at the base of the spine – it all seems magically to tie together, the foot fetishes, the flagellations, the rhythmic recitations of mantras, the cadenced breathing -all comprising an array of methods which human beings of every culture may employ to ascend to spiritual heights.

Bentov scientifically explained why sitting in meditation works. We turn our attention inward; we concentrate on the beating of our heart or the pulse in our Hara – that point deep in the abdomen where the aorta bifurcates; we mentally repeat the Buddha’s name or intone “Om” holding the “m” as our lips gently close and vibrate; we measure the inhalation and exhalation of our breath; and one by one the systems rhythmically entrain and gather the strength to carry us up, rung after rung, to the final step of Unity.

This kind of communion is best attempted when we are alone; and then it is indeed sweet beyond description.

But for gatherings or for overcoming obstacles in the meditative path, there is the great Rabbi’s advice: to hum, to sing, to clap our hands and dance, to circle round and round as the Dipper circles the Pole Star. There is the divine gift: music.

Perhaps the last Psalm, 150, says it best:

Praise the Lord.

Praise God in his sanctuary;
    praise him in his mighty heavens.
Praise him for his acts of power;
    praise him for his surpassing greatness.

Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet,
    praise him with the harp and lyre,
praise him with timbrel and dancing,
    praise him with the strings and pipe,
praise him with the clash of cymbals,
    praise him with resounding cymbals.

Let everything that has breath praise the Lord.

Praise the Lord.

The Flake of Soap

The Flake of Soap

By Fǎshī Lao Yue

As I washed my hands a small leaf-shaped flake broke off from the slippery soap bar and rested in my hand. It was leaf-shaped like a laurel leaf. It lay in my palm, pale and thin. It didn’t look much like the olive green parent which was darker and stout with rounded shoulders and a shadow of an etched in name.  But when I raised it up the sweet soft scent revealed its family heritage.

Much like the flaked off child we may look very different in size and shape but when raised up we give off the same scent of our ancient ancestors. The thin, pale flake held the same purpose as its progenitor. It gave up the small flake sized shape and the pale thin color as it cleaned things up. The more it fulfilled its purpose the more it disappeared leaving a sweet, soft scent.

May the merit of this practice benefit you and all beings.

 

Mirror, Mirror: The Riddle of Self Reflection, The Seeker

By Fa Shi Lao Yue….We are the Light of the World

Are we at words?

I hope not.

My purpose in writing this essay is to offer a spiritual practice of examining what comes out of our mouth. In other words, to scrutinize what we say about our world, whether it is the world of our family or the world of our neighbors.  When we study what comes out of our mouth about others we get a chance to see our tendencies that block the shining light of illumination.

What comes out of our mouth is a mirror of where we are.

We begin with an image of everything that we meet as a mirror. This mirror image includes the face of the other, the things in the world, the voice of someone else, the touch, the smell and the taste of what we meet everywhere we go.  And most certainly this mirror includes the thoughts in the mind. Nothing is left out.

Everything is a reflection of the ego-self until we see everything with Buddha eyes.

All of what comes out of our mouth mirrors our spiritual state. And that in itself is a mouthful. This is a boon, a spiritual boon for us. It means the mirroring of everything is an omnipresent teacher, a characteristic of our Buddha nature, of God, of the undying, eternal Self.  But it is only a teacher when we look into it as a self-reflection of our spiritual state. If we are unwilling to see our ego-self’s condition in this mirror we remain in ignorance, mired in the swamp of suffering.

We need a skill to look into such a potent spiritual mirror.

The skill requires a glimpse of the illumined Self. It is the illumined Self veiled by ignorance that shines the light on the ego-self in such a way that the eyes begin to see, even just a little, that everything is a reflection of the ego-self until we merge with and disappear into the Illumination. We practice the skill by recognizing that what comes out of our mouth is a reflection of the mess of me. This change helps us to see the hindrances for what they are and when we see what they are, we have an opportunity to let them go.

The true spiritual seeker is able to see what needs to die off. He begins to know everything that comes into his life as a light reflected on the ego-self. He begins to see without shame, pride or fear.  There is less and less defensive protection around the ego, because there is no ego to defend.

He begins to see how he is in a crap shoot between good and bad or right and wrong and how it is best to get out of the crap game. A standard test to see where one is to notice when, where and how we experience shame, pride and fear and under what situations we defend our position as a being a somebody. When that drops away we begin to see through the reflected light of the indescribable, ineffable nature that is present.

The limitation for those who are wholly or even partially attached to the opposites is a stiff-necked defensiveness, an arrogant hold on a position, a fear of being seen, a shame that stymies and makes him hide out, often in anger and greed. But even these states are spiritual jewels.  They tell the seeker where he is. Once the seeker moves in this direction and is able to reveal where he is he moves toward the light. It a divine grace to have such freedom to see the pride, the shame, the fear. It’s an essential part of the practice. If, for some reason, the seeker bucks this acknowledgement, he veers into a ditch. The ditch also is part of the practice. But it is a psychological ditch, a battleground between what he sees and how he wants to appear. Often a teacher is needed to help the seeker out of the ditch. The ditch can quickly become mud turning the ground underneath to a swamp. The seeker in a ditch either seeks help or covers over the mess and pretends to be something. It is a painful place which all those who have gone before know.

The true seeker does not give up even if he finds himself in the swamp of suffering. He keeps going. With each effort upward the old dead karma drops away bit by bit even when the seeker does not see with Buddha eyes; even if he finds himself covered in mud up to his eyeballs. It’s never too late.  It is a realization, a grace to see how ignorant he is. He continues to practice with the mud all over him. He puts himself into situations that support his practice of finding the Dharma, being illumined and letting go of the ego-self defense team. This is a remarkable indicator when the seeker sees the spiritual help in pride, shame and fear as grace from above. If he is stopped by these states, he has given in to them and given up.

Still the seeker is encouraged to continue. Begin the practice, don’t give up and continue.

Everything is workable who are willing to find the Way.

Good luck.

On Being a Master: Sinking into the Mud

Photo Credit: Fa Shi Yao Xin Shakya

 

ON BEING A MASTER

When discussing what a “master” is or can be in our tradition with Yao Xiang Shakya, in preparation before her Master Transmission, she said “I feel being a master is sinking further into the mud so the lotus may rise higher”.

And indeed, knowing we sink into the mud so the lotus may rise is the essence of practice. It is essential to have some basic self honesty to see how shitty and humanly dark we can be. How our tendency to be self-involved is a threat to the rising lotus.

We need to be able to admit our mistakes and our self-centered tendencies.

Yes, my basic thoughts, habits or desires are a mess leading nowhere at all. By directly seeing the mess, knowing it, chewing it in my daily life, I can point to it without shame, pride or fear. With this in mind, especially to those who want to share and teach the Dharma, the question is, do you see how shitty you are? Are you able to be honest about it without being defensive? Are you still hiding out in the walls of your defensive cover-up?

In order to be matter-of-fact and honest, one must know the darkness and light that arises in the mind without shame, pride or fear. Much of the work is busting up these tendencies so one is illumined by our true nature.

A master transmission is not much different from a new ordination; masters don’t forget that the taking of the precepts is a transmission in itself. The main similarity may be symbolized in the fact that when receiving master transmission, we take precepts facing the same altar, the same goal, with the same mindless mind of satisfaction as our own master! In addition, Masters vow to teach our own students and also instruct them to teach. To do this we remain open and focused on the Sincere Center (our awakened Self). Being a master comes with humility from an inner illumination that is bright enough to know darkness and light without seeing it as such. It is a non-dual awareness.

Masters are just very respectful and grateful for the attention and training we received and we try to manifest our Old Teacher’s Dharma (Ming Zhen Shakya), in our own flesh, life, and heart. Much of the work is done in our homes with those we live day to day, and in our communities.

Masters don’t spend time thinking about establishing a big center or figuring out what Buddhist ministry will arise. Our Zen groups/hermitages are close to house churches. They are the nests of our practice in this world, in the middle of all the joys and difficulties, in the middle of all the things we do.

Masters recognize each student who enters the door to be ordained as a lay, novice or full priest has his or her own story, interests, and capacities. Each one could become a teacher and it is a matter of what type of teacher will they become. We have no interest in turning them into clones, like blind and soulless parrots. But whatever their particular Dharma is, we help them grow in it where we both learn and are taught along the Way.

Their interest may change, their lives may take another turn but, like us, they keep mirroring their lives in the tradition our teacher has left us. Everyone has his own relation to that lived tradition. But what binds us is that we keep mirroring our life and spiritual practice in the same mirror.

So despite our differences or personal affinities, may we all sink further into the mud so that, under our Old Sun’s teachings, the lotus may rise higher.

Fa Shi Yao Xin Shakya

I Went for a Sunday Morning Swim

A Study in Desire and Letting Go
By Yao Xiang Shakya

 

It sounds lovely, doesn’t it….to go for a morning swim. Well, actually it was but not without the possibility of obstacles. As I’ve thought about this the obstacles are akin to the undertows in the ocean, the rip tides, the jellyfish, crabs and even seaweed that floats up and sticks to the skin.The stuff that bugs us. In technical Buddhist language this stuff is called the fabrications in the mind and body. They are the obstacles and they are what we need to relinquish until we relinquish the magical ego.

First, let me explain the obstacles arising in a Sunday morning swim.

I swim at a local Y in a 5 lane lap pool. In many ways a fine, fine place to swim. Sometimes, however, the schedule for the pool is such that we lap swimmers, those who go to simply to do laps, limits the use of 3 of the 5 lanes. Now the pool is small with narrow lap lanes making it crowded with two swimmers per lane.  If you do the arithmetic, it becomes clear there are 2 lanes open for lap swimmers which adds up to 4 swimmers. This Y is in a big city….which means it is very good luck if you show up to swim and are able to get into a lane. It borders on miraculous. Immediately there is an opportunity to be grateful on the one hand and irritated on the other. BUT….wait a minute. Both the possibility of good luck and bad luck are in the mind as a mental formation. A mental fabrication that the magic ego uses to cling to the object of desire….does this sound familiar? I hope so.

The swimmer always takes a chance when he goes for a Sunday morning swim. This is true for every moment, for every person, for every situation, for every place. OK? Life, for the ignorant, is a crap shoot. But let’s get a closer look at the crap shoot for the swimmer as an example of what happens.

The undertow and rip tide of anxiety of those who show up to swim is held in check (thanks to our being trained to be civil) but it is on every swimmer’s mind. And it can be felt in the locker room. If there are lots of swimmers, a sense of urgency infects the locker room. If there are only a few swimmers, the pace to the showers is not a race. STOP. Take a look at how the situation seems to be driving the experience. We tend to think it is the situation, rather than the mental fabrications of the magical ego. The situation is not in charge, the mind is.

It is one reason we practice. To clear the mind of silly fabrications that come up over and over again. Let’s jump back into the pool.

If one is lucky enough to get into the pool, jellyfish, crabs and seaweed may sting, bite or stick to you. If one is unlucky, then one deals with the trash in the sand from being beached. Either way, practice occurs. But only if you know where you are and how the magic ego wants to reek havoc. Of course, the way it reeks havoc is to begin to display desire to get what you want or get rid of what you don’t want….which usually comes with a boat load of emotions.

Let me explain.

Say you get lucky and get into the pool….the same lucky and unlucky situation continues, but now in the pool. Since the lanes are narrow, and the pool is full, one is open to getting struck by another swimmer either in the same lane or the next lane over. It happens, I know. A slap from a swimmer’s foot or hand….stings. Less often, but still very much a possibility are bites from a crabby swimmer who thinks he is somehow being shafted in some way or another and that you are the shafter. Each situation becomes sticky in the mind, and tricks for the ego making it impossible to just swim.

These are the conditions of going for a Sunday morning swim. It is always one or more of these conditions. You might wonder why would anyone (including me) put themselves through this misery. Well, my answer is simple….everything and everywhere, no matter what you do is always one or more of lucky and unlucky conditions. They may come in different shapes, with different names but they come nevertheless. It is the nature of this world….to be lucky and unlucky. It is inescapable unless…..and until we practice….and awaken.

Whoa! To know this….to know this well….requires a sober, even mindedness. It is to reject nothing and accept nothing, both at once. This puts you on your toes. Not to pick and choose what comes your way, but to reject nothing and accept nothing. You have to be awake to the situation with an open (empty) mind.  In other words, it means you need to be like that duck with a wet back….keep swimming and reject nothing and accept nothing.

HOW?

Let’s go back to the Y as an example. Before you even leave the house you remind yourself lucky and unlucky is right here and everywhere. To be ready to meet lucky and unlucky in every moment and every place all the time. Just meet it without the fabrications of the magic ego. But who is meeting lucky and unlucky? Not me….me wants, craves, hungers to be lucky and only lucky….but there is that which is able to meet what comes without craving. It is the one who rejects nothing and accepts nothing. This is liberation.  

There is a tai chi move where you leave your hands hanging against an imaginary mountain and continue on in the movement….the hands are relinquished to the mountain and are not in charge. YES! Your hands are not in charge. You relinquish them to the invisible world beyond the sense doors….to the something greater which is the vast inconceivable source which can’t be faced or turned away from.  

And if you are not liberated….

Tell yourself to slow down, to wait, to pull back and attend to whatever you are doing at the time….from making the bed to making a cup of tea.

Get ready. Watch the sense doors….and the desire that comes….spot the desire coming up all the time and shun it. Don’t give voice to it. Shun the attachment to the object of desire over and over again. Begin to notice how your mind begins to crank up a desire for or against some-thing. Shun it. Shun it.

When desire comes up in the form of rights in the name of complaint, of wanting to be right and wishes for others to get out of the way, don’t act on any of it. Slow down. Get ready. See what is going on in the mind and relinquish it.

Then….just swim right where you are.

A love affair….

 

 

The Dove by Yao Xiang Shakya

Bird Peace Yao Xiang Shakya

It is spring. The air is dust free from all the rain. The sky hovers with the mirage of blue light. Every morning I let the dogs out, first old Bear then our sleepy head, Harry. They run into the morning along the sides of the fence. Near the deck I see two doves. “A pair.” I think. I watch them shimmie and waddle through the cedar chips for food. It’s unusual to see doves now. Many birds died off or are so small in number none of them seem to make it to our back yard. Doves and hummingbirds are among those who have dwindled away.

For more than a week I saw the pair on the ground unphased by Bear and Harry’s morning run. But this week I noticed one of them along the top of the fence by the house walking back and forth, back and forth on the fence as if he or she were a guard bird blowing a bugle of cooing. It cooed and cooed and cooed. Marched and marched and turned and marched again.

Relentless in the march, unceasing in the cooing.

I didn’ think too much of it for the first few hours but when it seemed to continue all day and into the next day I realized it was calling for its mate. In fact it was doing a mating dance at the end of each round of the march. It dipped and in a showy display of white fanned its spiky feathers. But soon….the cooing changed from a love song to a lament as it alternated the cooing from the top of the fence to a cry from the top of a tree. Its mate was not coming….the agony was evident.

Today there is no marching, no cooing. The fence is empty. “This is the play of God.” I think. Both ignorance and bondage naturally accompany the misery and attainment of liberation. Salvation comes with anguish, always. To be unattached to the pleasure of the pair of singing doves and the pain of their sorrowful loss is renunciation.

When the world is known as it is, impermanent, when the world is known to always offer pain and pleasure, letting go is known as wisdom. But….you say….what is one to do?

Until you know the world is impermanent, until you know the world always offers pain and pleasure, practice letting go….

Begin with the body. Move to the mind. Let yourself dissolve.  To restrain the sense doors is the beginning of wisdom.

 

The Dwelling Mind on the Royal Road – Part One – The Body

The Dwelling Mind by Yao Xiang Shakya

Take up the method for yourself and find out for yourself. What is the method? Begin by looking within, looking at the internal states. Use the mind to study the mind within. The tool needed to turn within is attention.

Attention to the nature of what shows up is your royal light.

Everyone has the ability to bring light upon a subject whether it is outside in the concrete world of the body and things or in the mind where mental formations, impulses, names and forms, perceptions and consciousness exist. We can know what we are thinking, feeling, naming, forming, perceiving and so forth with this royal light.

We do it all the time.

If asked, what are your thoughts about the US presidential election, we bring our attention to what we are thinking and decide whether to say something or not.  We gather names, forms, impulses, perceptions and mental formations and bring it to light within. We form an opinion, We form a view. We take a stand. And so forth….we do this over and over again forming a habit, a pattern, a persona. Something we think exists. We identify with it and attach value to it.

We look at the external world in the same way. See for yourself. Don’t you look out and form an object into a person or a dog, give it a name, form a mental picture and perceive whatever it is by looking with attention, with light. We do. We gather a name, a form, restrain or release an impulse, perceive whatever it is and a feeling follows and on and on it goes. We look and find a mood, a feeling, thought, a picture….and on and on.

We do this all the time. Both looking out and looking in.

The method begins with turning the light of looking inward. This turning within requires attention and concentration.

What do we find when we turn within. The simpliest answer is: mental formations. We begin to find out the workings of the mind through using the mind as the object and subject of the mind. Mind studies the mind objects. And reflects on what is seen and studies the nature of the seen. Study the nature of it not the content, not the meaning, not the connotation, but the nature of it.

We begin by concentrating the mind. It does not matter whether you are a Buddhist, a Christian, a Sufi….all human beings are able to reflect on the mind. It requires you find out for yourself — direct experience of who you are — not putting another head above your own — but you are only able to do this through the practice of  the dwelling mind. The practice of the dwelling mind is developed. We have the tools but we need to use them well.

We begin with the body. We begin by looking at and noticing whether the body and mind are one or are they two. Is the mind separate from the body? Is the body separate from the mind? Who owns the body?

When you realize the inconstancy of the body, the dust to dust nature of the body you are given a way to let go of the body. To forget about the body….whether it is old or young, sick or well, fat or thin, male or female….the body is inconstant. It keeps changing doesn’t it? There’s no clinging to it because of its nature….it keeps shifting and slipping away back to dust. Once you see and know this firsthand, forget the body. Drop it as a concern. It is like everything else in this world, stress-filled and inconstant. We never actually beat illness, we may get relief, a small reprieve….but it won’t last. It can’t.

The nature of the body is dust and to dust it will go. Can you cling to dust? Count on it? Rely on it?

Find out for yourself by studying the mind, the body and what is actually happening.

The dwelling mind does not latch on, cling to or grab what comes into the mind as a “me.” It studies the nature of what comes up and relinquishes attachment. Below is a link to a beginning practice with the body which is especially helpful when you are ill.

Go, be in private, turn your attention inward….study the nature of what shines forth. The nature of a thing will tell you the nature of everything. in the material realm.

Practice with the Body

Spring Practice

The Wheel of Birth & Death

 

The Wheel of Birth & Death
Wandering in Suffering

Re-Lent 2017
Sunday Afternoons – 1:00 – 2:00 p.m.
1611 Brummel/Backyard Zendo
Room for 15 participants
Accessable
Contact:  Marilyn Fischbach, marilyn.fischbach@gmail.com
This is an offering of to study the Buddhist Wheel of Death and Birth/Wheel of Suffering.
This study will allow each of us to explore our own suffering and how we get caught and
spun around.  It is a study of our own mind.  It is only by studing our own mind that we can
leap clear.
Each Sunday the teaching will focus on a different aspect of the Wheel:
March 5 – Brief overview then an explanation of the 12 Links of Dependent Arising
March 12 – The Six Realms – God Realm, Tital Realm, Human Realm
March 19 – The Six Realms – Animal Realm, Hell Realm, Hungry Ghost Realm
March 26 – The Wheel of Dualism
April 2 – Review of the whole Wheel
In addition the Backyard Zendo will be open for individual silent sitting Tuesday
and Thursday mornings from 5:30 a.m. to 7:00 a.m.  People can come and sit
silently for any or all of the time.  The only requirement is enter and leave in silence.
This sitting begins Thursday March 2 and will end on Holy Thursday April 13.

 

The Dharma of the Fuzzy Glow in You! by Yao Xiang Shakya

The Dharma of the Fuzzy Glow

The Birth of God Story. I will begin with a morsel of the well-known story of the birth of Jesus Christ. This morsel may at first be like a snack but much like the tapas from Spanish cuisine it is for spiritual connoisseurs a sophisticated delight. The morsel is packed with spiritual nourishment from the first taste to the last.

Many know it, the story of the birth of Christ. His pregnant mother and father were on their way to his father’s hometown in order to be counted in the Roman census. On their journey they found themselves in a situation where there was no room for them (keep these six words in mind). Following the news of no room for them meant the baby was to be born in a box, often called a manger (Greek: fàtni, φάτνῃ: Latin: praesepe) which is where the cattle get their feed, somewhere in what we today consider the Middle East. That’s it.

Let’s start by looking at the origin of the word, manger. It is as described, a box made of stone or wood used to feed cattle or horses. Stop for a moment and consider the symbolic meaning of this birthplace. Right from the beginning Jesus Christ is born in the place of food. Eureka! He was food right out of the oven (the womb) suggesting perhaps we are to eat him. And to take this further it suggests he is food for every sentient being, i.e., the cattle, the horses or for whatever livestock are present. This is a spiritual mouthful and a universal one to boot for our advantage.

He is an offering of food to be eaten; a brash beginning.

But wait a minute…how do we eat this baby, this food coming for all sentient beings.

Mothers know, especially mothers who breastfeed their babies. I once heard it put like this by a young mother with a newborn who was suckling at her breast. The mother was delighted and exclaimed, “I have never felt more like an animal, like an animal among animals feeding my baby.” She went onto explain there was an invisible connection between her body and the sound of her baby’s hungry cry. Even thinking about the baby or smelling the baby released the flow of milk. Mothers know what it means to be eaten and they know what it is to have the feeling of wanting to eat-up their newborn with kisses and gazing.

Is it possible this is how we eat God…the Dharma? The Dharma is to be eaten.

I’d say give it a try and find out by being mothering. Look for, listen for, smell for, touch for and think about your hunger within then set aside, like a good enough mother, your self-interest. It is very similar to physical hunger. The sensation of hunger arises from causes and conditions, mental fabrications begin to pop up like popcorn in the mind for something tasty, a certain pleasing aroma; we start to look around for food, the thing that will satiate the hunger for the moment and begin to make something to eat. We arrange it, serve it and eat it. Spiritual hunger is similar but we often miss it because we don’t sense the hunger we are feeling as being spiritual. This mistake lands us in looking for the manger food in all the wrong places much like our dogs sometimes eat cardboard or tissues out of the trash. Good mothering pauses and considers what is happening when the hunger arises and makes an effort to provide good edible food.

But…but…but…

I understand. Let’s move further backward in the origin of the word manger to the word praesepe which is traced back to the 14th Middle English from the Middle French maingeure as a derivative of mangier which means to eat. Latin: manducare to chew, eat. And then in 16th century it was translated in Latin to praesepe.[1]

The word praesepe, a descendant of the word manger became a word about the heavens and refers to the brightest part of the constellation Cancer, called Praesaepe.[2] The brightest part of this constellation, however, is dim and is seen as a fuzzy glow in the night sky in the Northern hemisphere. If it was dimmer than usual, it meant stormy weather ahead. Keep this part in mind…when the fuzzy glow gets dimmer it means trouble. There is even a poem about it:

“If Praesaepe is not visible in a clear sky it is a presage of a violent storm;”…[T]he Greek astronomer Aratus, circa 270 B.C., in the Diosemeia (the Prognostica) wrote:

A murky Manger with both stars
Shining unaltered is a sign of rain.
If while the northern Ass is dimmed

By vaporous shroud, he of the south gleam radiant,
Expect a south wind: the vaporous shroud and radiance
Exchanging stars harbinger Boreas. [3]

Let’s put all of this together.

God is born in a food trough for livestock suggesting he came as food for all beings, he is to be eaten and chewed up as that is what is done with the stuff in a manger. The Dharma is for all sentient beings, is offered to all as food. And we might consider that we are connected to him, to the Dharma in an invisible way much like a mother is connected to an infant, something new is born within us over and over again and we eat it up. We make the connection through our sense doors similar to being mothering; a very good approach to eating what is spiritually nourishing. When hunger arises look for, listen for, sniff for, touch for and think about the fuzzy glow within. It is the invisible connection of the fuzzy glow of light within ourselves that needs to be attended to with eyes, ears, nose, taste, touch, and mental content helping us stay connected to the fuzzy glow and respond as a mother to it. But there are many times we drift off, get distracted, get self-involved, fall in a hole of self-pity and hurt and then the fuzzy glow grows dim and the light gets murky and we find ourselves in trouble.

Many times we enter what I like to call waa waa waa mind. This is a baby in trouble and a difficult baby to console. The light is dimmer and the baby cries. The waa waa waa mind is narrow and concrete, crying for something other than the food that is nourishing. When in this waa waa state we are unable to mother ourselves or others and the invisible connection with the fuzzy glow dims. We lose sight of the Dharma of the fuzzy glow within. Our ability to look for, listen for, smell for, touch for, taste for and think is overshadowed by our crying. We look in the wrong place for the food to ease our hunger.

The waa waa baby looks outward to the external world rather than into the box within for the invisible connection to the fuzzy glow. Worse, the waa waa baby gives birth to more and more pride and anger.

When we get this feeling, this waa waa feeling of a baby that gets hurt, feels unwanted STOP! And reread the well-known story of the birth of God. Take a step back and remember what a mother does…looks, listens, sniffs, touches, salivates and thinks about what the hunger is. The mother removes the obstacles, removes the cardboard food, the dirty tissues from the trash, and cleans the baby up.

There have been plenty of times when I have felt unwelcomed, of not belonging which is an uncomfortable feeling but when I look to, listen to, smell the, taste the, touch the and think about the Dharma of the fuzzy glow I don’t get sick from it. The unwanted, unwelcoming encounter comes laden with labels, judgments and discrimination, which are full of sickness. When I look at taking care of the Dharma of the fuzzy glow within, the invisible light does not get dimmer, it gets brighter. And I don’t get sick. I use the sense doors and let go of wanting anything to be different. From experience I am aware of how painful the waa waa mind is and I know the waa waa mind begins with hunger. I STOP! the hunger for the cardboard, tissue trash by looking, touching, tasting and seeing if it is edible.

It requires attention to what I am eating. How I respond to what is available to eat depends on what I see, hear, taste, touch, smell and contemplate much like looking in the fridge for something to eat. I might look at it, smell it, and even taste it before I decide to eat it or throw it away. I restrain myself from eating spoiled food, food I know that will make me sick. Many times in spiritual work this food comes in the form of mental formations from the past, the future or the external conditions. Often comparisons, judgments, condemnations, conclusions, and seemingly limitless opinions about others are what make me sick. It is simply trashy food.

Consider the old story of the birth of God, not with dead eyes, but with eyes looking for the fuzzy glow not in a stone or wooden box, but in your living manger which is nourishing all living beings and is a heaven’s light.

Refer also to: https://www.asinglethread.net/eating-god-the-universal-principle-of-conversion/

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[1] http://www.dictionary.com/browse/manger?s=t

[2] http://www.constellationsofwords.com/stars/Praesaepe.html

[3] http://www.constellationsofwords.com/stars/Praesaepe.html

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